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Pamtim neninu ku\u0107u. Ono pro\u0161\u0107e. I \u0161eper. Kao sad da gledam neravne zidove pod svjetlo\u0161\u0107u trep\u0107u\u0107e sijalice. Jedva da probija mrak. A no\u0107 tiha. Samo pokoja nota vjetra uspije provu\u0107i svoje tanano tijelo kroz stare prozore. Okno od okno lupka. Snijeg zabijelio selo. Dozivam jutro. Nestrpljiv sam da napravim trag. Povu\u010dem sanke. I napravim neki belaj. Sirova drva pored sporeta \u010dekaju svoj red. Ispru\u017eena prostirka ispred. Slu\u0161am pucketanje pokriven pernatim jorganom. Borim se i sa jastukom. Ali topliji je, ka\u017ee nena, fura od prozora i bolje je da spavam na njemu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na kraju \u0161poreta navijek pr\u0161ulja. Nena sa iglom u rukama. Sve\u017enjem konca oko prsta. Kera u polumraku naboranog \u010dela od naprezanja o\u010diju. I u njedra tiho pri\u010da. Le\u017eim. Slu\u0161am. Nemam mnogo izbora ali i ne predstavlja mi problem. Stvaram slike u glavi. Bezbroj puta ponovljena ista imena i pri\u010de, a ne pamtim nikog. U njeno vrijeme sve je bilo druga\u010dije. Ali trudi se zadr\u017eati ono u \u010demu je odrasla. Navija veker. Spu\u0161ta ga na klupicu od prozora. Ne propu\u0161ta sabah nikad. Klanja kako zna za sebe iako ne zna niti jedno slovo. Dovoljno joj \u0161to zna za Allaha, ka\u017ee. U pare je svakako niko ne mo\u017ee zafrkati. Ponekad ustane i prije nego zazvoni, pa ga zako\u010di. Ka\u017ee, navikla. A ne\u0107e ni nas da probudi. Ipak \u010dujem. Ni d\u017eamija nije daleko. Hod\u017ea sa serefe doziva umilnim glasom. Mrak jo\u0161 uvijek. No\u0107i duge. Tiho se i\u0161unja. Ne pali svjetlo. Napamet zna svaki milimetar ku\u0107e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u010cujem samo \u0161apat u mraku dok uzima abdest i u\u010di. I poneku dasku pod nogama kako \u0161kripi dok hoda. Kako je lijep onaj zvuk vode u lavoru. Koliko je bereketa u svakoj kapi dok svi spavaju, a ti ustane\u0161 i odazove\u0161 se na Allahov poziv. Provirim kroz prozor. Vanjska sijalica kod kom\u0161inice preko puta gori. Ustali i oni. Odazvali se. Gledam koliko pogled mo\u017ee doprijeti, koliko ih je jo\u0161 budno. Pahulje prolije\u0107u pod svjetlos\u0107u sijalice. Sla\u017eu jedna na drugu. Promrzla stakla. I soba vec ishladila. Ne bi nas remetila. Ali ubacuje drvo da potjera vatru. Nos mi hladan. No\u0107 duga. Zaspim ponovo. Budim se u\u0161u\u0161kan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I opet miris. Odavno je budna. Ne lije\u017ee poslije sabaha. Sve spremno. Hljeb na rerni tek izva\u0111en iz \u0161poreta. Poljeva vodom, dlanom prelazi i pokriva krpom da malo odstoji. Nisam ni gladan, koliko se radujem \u0161to \u0107e svi do\u0107i da jedemo zajedno. Uvijek je neko u obilasku i prolazu. Suzbijamo se jedni uz druge. Pravimo mjesta oko sofre. Vazda je i na vanjskoj \u010desmi bilo ljudi koji su u prolazu abdestili, popili find\u017ean kafe s nogu i pojeli vo\u0107ku s grane. Nisi mogao tek tako pro\u0107i, da se ne ispita\u0161. I uvijek su svi u nekim rodbinskim vezama, po ko zna kojim koljenima. Pazilo se. Po\u0161tovalo. Pomagalo. Rije\u010d je imala te\u017einu. Obe\u0107anje je bilo dug. Bojalo se iznevjeriti. I svako je svakom pomagao pokupiti sijeno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A sad. Ni \u0161poreta. Ni doma\u0107eg hljeba. Nema ni one ispru\u017eene ponjave. Pr\u0161ute. Glinenog lonca. Niti se \u017eito komi na sijelima. Grane prolamaju od vo\u0107a, nema ko da ih bere niti smije\u0161 pru\u017eiti ruku bez pitanja. Njive neobra\u0111ene. Zarasle u travu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odem ponekad. Ku\u0107a davno sru\u0161ena. Nena odavno ima neki drugi sobi\u010dak. I jo\u0161 uvijek pri\u010da iste pri\u010de dok sa \u010de\u017enjom gleda kroz prozor mjesto gdje je \u017eivot ostavila. Nisu je, ka\u017ee, trebali ru\u0161iti dok ona ne umre. Mogli su sa\u010dekati malo jo\u0161, da ne nosi sliku ru\u0161evine sa sobom. Dra\u017ea joj cjepanica i ono kad poturi deku ispod vrata da ne fura, pa podupla maramu da ne nazebe glava. Nije joj ugo\u0111aj servirano na dohvat ruke. Njoj je da svojim rukama pravi. Ne raduje je ni topla soba kad ne mo\u017ee uzeti abdest. Ezan preko razglasa, ali ga opet ne \u010duje. Zapla\u010de. Ne bi ni tablete. Posti od malih nogu, a sad mora da jede u vrijeme kad se vjernici suzdr\u017eavaju od hrane i pi\u0107a. Veker stoji. \u010cuva ga. Pogre\u0161no vrijeme pokazuje ali njoj i nije bitno. Gleda ga. \u017divi u onom vremenu kad je stao. Vi\u0161e je niko ne poku\u0161ava ispraviti koliko sati otkucava. Neka \u017eivi svoj vakat. Ovaj je ionako naopak. Nikad vi\u0161e onog \u0161to je bilo. Ni blizine. Ni topline. Okupljala nas je ona \u0107asa oko sofre. A sad svako u svoj tanjir gleda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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